I'm envious, of people, of friends, of strangers....but somehow or rather thats how it is. What others achieved are by their own effort or rather by luck. While the rest are basically not good enough or unlucky. Maybe that's how it goes....who knows?
Anyway, I finally passed out as a sergeant and got posted to BMTC. I have mixed feelings, life as a trainee and life as a commander.... would it be better off? Oh well........no use pondering over it, let's just go with the flow..
